frozen...

today.. everything has frozen.. literally frozen.. got a slipped disk.. it's a medical condition wherein i got a terrible pain in my lower back.. i can't stand nor sit.. i have to have a complete bed rest for less than a week.. i got to take some anti-inflammatory medicines just for the pain.. my movement is totally screwed up.. i'm not so into it.. to a total garbage.. i'm always on my own, never ask for anybody's help..

Incongruity...

Something about me..

I’m weird.. I find absolute happiness on things beyond ordinary.. my mind seems to function at its full potential when I’m in a moving vehicle.. it might because my brain enjoys the thought that it’s been hitting hard metal around it.. HUH!? Isn’t cool!?

When I had something in my mind, I tried to write it down straight away coz the juices might leak out of my creepy head at once.. Good thing I had my mobile phone, I got to keep my thoughts remembered wherever I am..

Exceptional.. can I mull over myself as one?

A bit of everything, that’s all I am now.. but nonetheless I still got nothing concrete today.. In spite of everything, I’m still not too proud of myself.. I feel empty..

Thoughts, life and future are muddled up.. I’m pretty messed up.