What if my suspicions are true? Could it result to total devastation on my part? Could I handle the biggest revelation as to with my real situation right now? What am I going to do after learning it? Will It end up me committing the most mortal sin a man could ever have, SUICIDE?
I really don’t know what to think nor do. I was on my faithful conviction awhile ago that whatever happens I will only believe that this is only part of God’s test on my faith on him. That everything will just pass and I’ll become stronger the next time the same problem comes my way. My mind wants to think that way but my heart is beating otherwise. I am afraid, terrified, worried and bothered that I might not take this lightly. I don’t know myself this much that I can’t anticipate my reaction might be.
Sometimes I wonder why I am so helpless in times like this. I thought I am tough. I thought I can handle everything. And I am so wrong.
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